Sunday, May 31, 2009

Weekend Warriors

What did I learn this weekend... I am apparently unapproachable and intimidate people. This is not news to me. I make people nervous. I still do not know the reason why though. Nor have I uttered the willpower to actually care.

Friday:
-Went to a party in Ballard to celebrate Alex W.'s 20th birthday. Do not remember much. Woke up with smeared eyeliner and very drunk.

Saturday:
-Had dinner with my very good friend, Justin from California and spent hours talking and catching up with him. It was comforting. Cathartic even.

What else did I learn? Any life lessons? Life changing epiphanies? The dichotomy between science and God? The reason why Leno is still on the air? Or Carson Daly for that matter?

Not really, no. What I've learned is that a pomegranate cosmo cocktail at Rock Bottom costs $10 - I did not know this until I got the check. I also came to the realization that I am over bullshit. I'm done waiting and have chosen to officially move on. He does not love me. Hard words to swallow, but I accept it. Talking to Justin was a friendly reminder of who I was in high school and who I am now. I guess I'm a woman now. I have matured into my looks and the person I had hoped to become when I was 13. Man, was I dorky-looking in high school. Braces, big ol' glasses, terrible hair, real scrawny kid. A real geek.

What am I now? I have yet to decide. Hopefully, I am part of the GNP party. Genuinely Nice People party.


Peace and love to everyone. The weekend ain't over yet.


See, the luck I've had can make a good man turn bad.
So, please, please, please let me get what I want.

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